A clean heart create for me, O God,
and a steadfast spirit renew within me.
Cast me not out from your presence,
and your Holy Spirit take not from me.
This psalm represents a powerful prayer. David is asking God to purify him, to give him a clean heart, a steadfast spirit. David is asking God to release him from sinfulness. David does not want to be apart from God’s presence. David does not want to loose the Holy Spirit’s presence in his life.
It is a wonderful prayer. It is the sort of prayer that speaks in part of David’s despair, the sort of despair we all feel when we are apart from God because of sin. More-so this prayer speaks of David’s love for God, his desire to return to God, not through his own power, but through God’s grace.
Brothers and sisters,
It is the first week of Lent, and a perfect opportunity for us to reflect on our attitude toward God, our love, and our sinfulness.
As we sit here, quietly, we should reflect on what is passing through our minds and hearts. Do we feel superior, intellectual, proud, smart, victorious, doubtful, worried, happy, guilty, righteous?
Of course, David knew all those feelings. Those types of thoughts are indicative of the distance we create between ourselves and God, between the ideal God calls us to, and the way we choose to live. Our sinfulness makes distance all the greater, distance from God, distance from each other.
As we sit here, in silence, let us reflect on just how far we are from God, just how much we need His hand. We need Him to reach out; to reach out, take us up, and hold us close. We need the gift of His grace so that we might return. We need to fall on our knees and beg Him for that grace – the grace that will renew us, creating a clean heart in us, renewing our spirit, making us steadfast in our opposition to sin.
My friends,
We are deep in sin. So deep we don’t even see it or realize it. We have made ourselves numb to the fact that we do things every day that hurt our brothers and sisters. We do things that hurt each other. From words to glances, from phone calls, visits, and E-mails, to websites we shouldn’t visit, and thoughts we shouldn’t think. Like Adam and Eve, we need to own this realization:
they realized that they were naked
We are naked in our sinfulness. We think we love and protect, but we are lost. Separateness from God gnaws at us. We feel it in guilt and in regret. If only I had loved better, if only I had been more charitable, if only I had held my tongue.
David knew his sin. Realizing his separateness from God, David cried out:
Cast me not out from your presence
David knew he was naked.
The Letter to the Roman tells us that Jesus bridged the gap, and saved humanity:
For if, by the transgression of the one,
death came to reign through that one,
how much more will those who receive the abundance of grace
and of the gift of justification
come to reign in life through the one Jesus Christ.
In Jesus’ coming David’s prayer was answered. Jesus came into the world to manifest God’s presence. He is here, among us. He is not far off – here is our hearts, here in these words, here on this altar, and here in this tabernacle, recently so rudely invaded.
Jesus is here, with the grace to keep us close, to guide us from sinfulness to life – true justification.
We cannot do it alone. We can do nothing to justify ourselves. We are not justified through our works, through our service, through offices and positions of authority, nor in pointing to the faults of others.
We must come here. We must walk up to the altar, heads down, sadness in eyes and voices – we must ask again and again:
Cast me not out from your presence,
and your Holy Spirit take not from me.
Jesus showed us the way. In the face of continual temptation He showed us that we have the ability to say no. He said:
—Get away, Satan!
He vanquished Satan. Thus we too can say, get away evil.
Lent is here. Time to face reality. We have sinned. With David we must say:
For I acknowledge my offense,
and my sin is before me always:
—Against you only have I sinned,
and done what is evil in your sight.—
When we do that He will come with His grace, to call us back, to hold us, to heal us. Like Daid, we do not want to be apart from God. It is never too late. Call on Him today. He is here.
Amen.