Year: 2005

Perspective

Desensitized

“One day I stood for the very first time with a knife in my hand beside a naked corpse on a marble slab. My first dissection. Opposite me stood a Christian girl, also a medical student. We both took very deep breaths in spite of the slight odor, and our eyes were wide and staring. I touched the cold skin covering the body and drew back my hand, gripping my scalpel more firmly. I looked at my partner’s frightened brown eyes. ‘D’you want to have a go first?’ I asked unchivalrously. ‘No, you first,’ she breathed. Yet within two weeks it was all old hat. We could even… joke about matters which would make other people’s hair stand on end.”

Here, John White describes how, as a medical student, he was quickly desensitized.

What happens to us is that we become desensitized like John White. It’s not a fault thing really. It’s a natural human reaction. Perhaps it is the way our bodies and minds are made in order to protect us.

It happens in marriages, relationships, at work, with our hobbies, the shows and music we like. The honeymoon ends and the first spark dies. We get bored and want to liven things up a bit.

How long have you been going to church? 5 years, since birth, I was recently converted, for 80 years, all my life.

This happens to our faith as well. People complain. I’m not getting anything out of church. There is nothing new. I don’t feel anything. We don’t have the spirit here. I’m numb.

It’s really pretty sad to hear this. It’s especially sad when you’re in love. If you and I are in love with Christ, if we come every Sunday to worship Him, then the focus of our questions and longings is really wrong. It is not what I am getting. The question we should ask ourselves is, “What am I giving?”

John Piper in his book “Desiring God” captures this by saying “If you come to God dutifully offering him the reward of your fellowship instead of thirsting after the reward of his fellowship, then you exalt yourself above God as his benefactor and belittle him as a needy beneficiary – and that is evil.”

The PNCC is a catholic church. It’s not only our heritage but it is our faith. Salvation comes through the transformation of the person by their commitment and faith in Jesus Christ, their willingness to live as Christians with all that goes along with that commitment, and all of this made real, present, and alive through our central, primary, and renewing focus being the Holy Mass and the sacraments.

We are entrusted with preaching the Word of God. Our church believes that the proclamation and preaching of the Word of God is a sacrament. You and I are all entrusted with this and have an equally important mission. Our mission involves:

  • Living and preaching Christ – if you want personal and church renewal this is what you must do – what you must give.
  • Exercising your faith – primarily through Holy Mass and the sacraments – and not just on Sunday, and also through prayer. By this exercise you will be strengthened and renewed.
  • Drawing others to Christ and the Church – through your actions, words, and life. At home, at work, everywhere.
  • No compromise – in your faith in Jesus Christ, who is the only begotten son of the Father, who is co-eternal, who was born, lived, was crucified, died, was buried, and who rose from the dead. And… no compromise in the morality taught by the Church. No backsliding, no it’s OK.

If we ask the right question, if our goal is the worship of God and His son Jesus Christ, if we fully accept and take up our cross and our mission, then we won’t have time to be desensitized but will be renewed daily. As Peter C. Moore, says in his book “Disarming the Secular Gods” “. . . the ultimate judgment of love apparently sets people free to be go-givers rather than go-getters.”

Perspective

Swiatowid or Jesus Christ

We are people of the modern world – the technological age. Nothing in the world or in space is unconquerable. There is no limit to our abilities or possibilities. Even human life is in our control.

Swiatowid was an ancient Slavic god. For many reasons this ancient god is applicable to today – perhaps more applicable than he was to the people of the ‘fields’ the Polonians of 1,039 years ago.

Swiatowid was not the greatest god in the pantheon of Slavic gods and goddesses. Studies have shown that the Polonians did not even worship stone gods, but were deists – believing that the gods were represented in every aspect of the world: people, trees, animals, and nature. It is thought that Swiatowid was created in response to the Christianization that occurred beginning a little before the baptism of Mieszko I in 966. The pagan believers needed a representation of a god that was bigger, better, and stronger than the Christian God.

Who was Swiatowid? Literally he was the god that sees the whole world. Swiatowid had four faces, two male and two female. The four faces on a stone column looked to the four directions, north, south, east and west. He saw it all and was, to his believers, all knowing and all powerful.

The modern age has adopted this ancient Slavic god as its standard-bearer. In today’s world it is easy to know and see all, even to be all. We live in the age of globalization and globalism.

We have the conveniences of the Internet, modern communication systems, mobile and satellite phones. We can be in touch with the news and events of distant places. Modern transportation has bridged the gap. In a few hours we can be in Europe, Asia, or the Near East. We can go to the store and buy cookies from Poland, vodka from Finland, art from Africa, technology from Asia. Even space flight can be made available to the average person.

All of this pales in comparison to the high level technological and medical advances that are to come. Among the advances we easily recognize are nanotechnology, cloning, stem-cell research, organ transplant and replacement, and the use of living cells as containers for vast amounts of data. Science offers us choices without conditions. I can choose who may live, for how long, and then I can choose when to die.

Two or three generations ago our immigrant grandparents and great-grandparents kissed their families goodbye. The opportunity to see them again or even to communicate effectively was slim. A young woman leaving her rural village may have been saying her final goodbye to her parents. Today we live in a society where there is rarely a final goodbye. We can go back and forth as we see fit. Distance, cost, and time are of little concern.

Have we become the children of Swiatowid? This idea should be a cause for reflection and personal concern. Each of us takes advantage of the conveniences of modern life. No one wants to go back to a time that did not offer the benefits we enjoy. This is a false nostalgia. We all want the pill to keep our cholesterol low and our blood pressure down. We would rather spend time with our children and grandchildren then wash clothes by hand or shovel coal into a furnace. We do appreciate what we have – although we forget to be thankful on occasion. Maybe we loose perspective.

Our perspective is the key fact – the essential element. Do we throw ourselves at the feet of Swiatowid or do we call upon the man on the cross? What is my choice?

On Good Friday we Catholics kiss the cross of Jesus. Some of us kiss each of His wounds – His head, hands, feet, and side, a beautiful act of tenderness and compassion. This is an action that we need to repeat daily – an action of love. Regardless of our amassing unlimited power – we cannot truly love; we cannot truly live, without setting the world aside – setting Swiatowid aside for Jesus.

We can see the world and experience it – but we cannot know the world without looking through the lens of Christian faith. It is possible to accept everything our minds and hands create. However, an acceptance of everything without judgment is an illusion. Jesus showed us a life that was based on the two greatest commandments – love of God and love of neighbor. A world without these uniquely Christian elements will lead us to death.

Yes, Swiatowid is more applicable today if we set aside Christ and choose him. If we choose to worship a god of stone – a god out of our own hands – we will miss the redemption that is universal and eternal. This is the redemption offered to us through our repentance and faith, and as the founder of the PNCC stated, in our becoming regenerated.

Jesus was not a creation in response to outside influences. Jesus in fact is God, co-eternal with the Father and the Holy Spirit. The entire Old Testament was a progression from creation to Jesus. Like Advent, it was a preparation time. The Old Testament revealed Him albeit indirectly, pointed to Him, prophesied about Him, and was fulfilled by His coming. Twelve days after Christmas we celebrate the Feast of the Epiphany, which is God’s revelation to the nations in the form of the Three Kings. Jesus is God’s revelation to humanity and every revelation throughout history is done in the person of Jesus, the Son.

There are of course many examples of the Lord speaking and interacting with men and women in the Old Testament, of the pre-figuring of Jesus as the Passover Lamb, and in the words and prophesies of Isaiah which are especially clear to us.

This revelation is more than a man named Jesus who lived 2,005 years ago. Jesus did not begin and end in a span of 33 years. He is eternal and His message, His word, His way of life, His Spirit – the Holy Spirit is present, available, and completely applicable today.

Jesus and Swiatowid are choices. Jesus does not exclude or reject the world – for He moved upon the world as it was created, as the voice of the Father. It is really about choice. Jesus for the sake of my salvation and the salvation of the world or Swiatowid for the sake of the world alone. As for me and my family we choose Jesus.

Perspective, PNCC,

Welcome

Hello and welcome. I am a Catholic deacon. I grew up as a Roman Catholic, studied in a R.C. seminary for the priesthood, and eventually reached a point where I found the R.C. church to no longer be relevant or enriching to me. I based this decision on the vast changes in the Church that left it “protestantized” and inconsistent with the apostolic and Orthodox faith I once knew. This path of discovery is my personal faith journey.

I was searching for a church that proclaimed the word of God, was apostolic, had the seven sacraments, valid orders, a focus on the Eucharist – proclaiming the real presence of Christ in the Eucharist, had traditional devotional opportunities, and was not intrusive into issues best left between a husband and wife. I found it in the PNCC, the Polish National Catholic Church. If you don’t know too much about the PNCC, I recommend that you check out the PNCC website. The Church has a very interesting history and a very relevant faith, especially for those who do not adhere to the idea of rules and regulations in non-essentials as established by the Roman Catholic Church.

Using this blog I will post my personal thoughts, share homily ideas, and perspectives on the ‘church’ today.

I do not speak on behalf of the PNCC. I do however have a voice in my church. This is something we all share as members of the PNCC. Everyone has a voice and a vote – even in electing candidates for Bishop!

I welcome you and hope you find something meaningful from my posts. If you do, it’s not because of me, but because of the power of the Holy Spirit in your life. I wish you all the best and pray that every blessing be yours.